Today I am 31. It is my birthday and I am bummed that it doesn't exactly
feel like my birthday. Do you know what I mean? All about expectations and how this day would somehow be totally different and I would have a phone ringing off the hook, an inbox full of greetings and love, I'd feel totally pampered, and have perfectly behaved kids. Not so much what happened today...
But it is late. I am tired. We just got home from a crazy adventure that should have been quite simple and yet turned out to be way more work than I was expecting. And it took so much longer than I had planned on--a tricky thing when toting a 1-year old around.
The morning started out sunny and bright. My hubby let me sleep in (which doesn't really work in the airy SG house...but it still felt nice to say in bed and drift in and out of sleep). And he worked super hard wrangling all the kids AND making a big, yummy breakfast. He was juggling pancakes, bacon, sausage, and our hungry, hungry baby all at once when I came upstairs this morning. We ate with my sis and her kids, sent them off to Phoenix and worked on cleaning up.
A little bit later we boldly decided to head to Las Vegas--something that sounded like a lot of fun--a temple visit, a yummy dinner, and a snuggle with my delicious new niece. All good things.
But my kids were not cooperating today. They weren't very fun in the car and pushed my patience threshold above and beyond.
And my hubby and I got in a stupid fight about not being ready to head out as quick as I had hoped. We were communicating poorly all morning and things kept coming out in meaner tones than we intended. It was really my fault--Joseph had been doing kind things all morning and yet I was finding flaws. I hate it when I do that...and it takes me a long time to admit that's what I'm doing--I am stubborn that way.
Enough of the whining. I had to get it out and be done with it. So, done and done.
Special thanks to those who did make today feel less ordinary. I really appreciate your extra efforts--a quick call or message mean a lot to this gal.
And Heid--Sadie melted my crotchety old heart. She is perfect and such a beauty. It was lovely to meet her today (and see you and your cute family. You guys were the perfect ending to our crazy day). And GLEE is awesome. It is helping me unwind right this moment!