I hate for this entry to feel like it's out of place in my blog (surrounded by more worldly and silly entries) but I feel compelled to share a bit of my testimony this afternoon. I taught Relief Society today from the Joseph Smith manual, ch. 4, on The Book of Mormon. I tried to focus the lesson on the fact that the book truly is the word of God meant for our benefit in the latter-days. We read several quotes from the prophet about The Book of Mormon being not only the keystone of our religion but a book that will draw us nearer to God, give us knowledge and enlightenment as well as comfort and cheer to the honest in heart.
I can honestly say that I love that book with all my heart. It truly is an anchor of solidarity in my life. That knowledge began at an early age through simple family scripture study--a great introduction to the stories and prophets and people in The Book of Mormon. And then, as a teenager, I embarked on a more serious path of discovery. I was 15 and felt like I was very ready. I had been praying for other things in my life which in turn, still didn't seem to be working out--especially in the ways I had hoped for. I wasn't really frustrated or losing faith by any means, just eager to find a way in which the Lord would show me that He did hear the prayers of the young, searching, teenage girl that I was. On the very first day of seminary that year, we read Moroni's promise at the end of The Book of Mormon. I hadn't really known that scripture existed before then but it was a lovely promise and made a lot of sense to me. That day, I decided to read the whole book, page by page, and then, once I was entirely finished, and had read Moroni's words once more at the end of my journey, I would follow through and pray earnestly to know if the book was true.
I remember the night I finished the book even though I am not sure how long it actually took me to get there. I sat on my bed, late at night and felt my heart beating faster as I approached chapter 10 of Moroni--the very end of the book. I started reading the highlighted section in my scriptures, verses 3-5, and the tears just started pouring down my face as the power of the Holy Ghost overwhelmed me. When I finished reading, I knelt down and prayed, knowing I had already received a powerful answer, and could only find words of gratitude and love to share with my Father in Heaven for revealing such a treasure to me. In the many years since then I have found the book to be an anchor, a refuge, a joy, a masterpiece and the best tool I have found for drawing me closer to my Savior.
For the RS lesson today, I asked 4 women to share their favorite scripture or passage from The Book of Mormon and then share with us why those words had been important to them. I love that when I asked them to do this earlier in the week, they all commented on how hard it would be to choose just one--so very true! But they each chose very personal and tender verses which related to their unique needs and situations. It made me want to share my favorite as well but I knew our time was too limited. So I am sharing it now :) It is actually almost an entire chapter but I could read it every day and feel the same love for my Savior and joy in His goodness time and time again. It is the 17th chapter of 3rd Nephi. The verses document the time when the resurrected Christ appeared to the Nephites and taught them face to face. The previous chapters cover much of Christ's pure doctrine, the Beattitudes, and many parables. But in chapter 17, He truly reveals Himself as the God of mercy and compassion that He is.
5 And it came to pass that when Jesus had thus spoken, he cast his eyes round about again on the multitude, and beheld they were ain tears, and did look steadfastly upon him as if they would ask him to tarry a little longer with them.
6 And he said unto them: Behold, my bowels are filled with acompassion towards you.
7 Have ye any that are asick among you? Bring them hither. Have ye any that are lame, or blind, or halt, or maimed, or bleprous, or that are withered, or that are deaf, or that are afflicted in any manner? Bring them hither and I will cheal them, for I have compassion upon you; my bowels are filled with mercy.
8 For I perceive that ye desire that I should show unto you what I have done unto your brethren at Jerusalem, for I see that your afaith is bsufficient that I should heal you.
9 And it came to pass that when he had thus spoken, all the multitude, with one accord, did go forth with their sick and their afflicted, and their lame, and with their ablind, and with their dumb, and with all them that were afflicted in any manner; and he did heal them every one as they were brought forth unto him.
10 And they did all, both they who had been healed and they who were whole, bow down at his feet, and did worship him; and as many as could come for the multitude did akiss his feet, insomuch that they did bathe his feet with their tears.
11 And it came to pass that he commanded that their alittle children should be brought.
12 So they brought their little children and set them down upon the ground round about him, and Jesus stood in the midst; and the multitude gave way till they had all been brought unto him.
13 And it came to pass that when they had all been brought, and Jesus stood in the midst, he commanded the multitude that they should akneel down upon the ground.
14 And it came to pass that when they had knelt upon the ground, Jesus groaned within himself, and said: Father, I am atroubled because of the wickedness of the people of the house of Israel.
16 And after this manner do they bear record: The aeye hath never seen, neither hath the ear heard, before, so great and marvelous things as we saw and heard Jesus speak unto the Father;
17 And no atongue can speak, neither can there be written by any man, neither can the hearts of men conceive so great and marvelous things as we both saw and heard Jesus speak; and no one can conceive of the joy which filled our souls at the time we heard him pray for us unto the Father.
18 And it came to pass that when Jesus had made an end of praying unto the Father, he arose; but so great was the ajoy of the multitude that they were overcome.
20 And they arose from the earth, and he said unto them: Blessed are ye because of your faith. And anow behold, my joy is full.
24 And as they looked to behold they cast their eyes towards heaven, and they saw the heavens open, and they saw angels descending out of heaven as it were in the midst of fire; and they came down and aencircled those little ones about, and they were encircled about with fire; and the angels did minister unto them.
25 And the multitude did see and ahear and bear record; and they know that their record is true for they all of them did see and hear, every man for himself; and they were in number about two thousand and five hundred souls; and they did consist of men, women, and children.
The Book of Mormon is the word of God and it has taught me in many different ways that Jesus Christ is my Savior and Redeemer. I will love and worship Him all the days of my life.
I'd love to know what your favorite BofM scripture is too and why...if you feel like sharing :)
The Book of Mormon is the word of God and it has taught me in many different ways that Jesus Christ is my Savior and Redeemer. I will love and worship Him all the days of my life.
I'd love to know what your favorite BofM scripture is too and why...if you feel like sharing :)
5 comments:
Dear Carrie, Thank you for sharing this beautiful testimony and scripture with us. We have been promised that, if we will teach our children the precepts of the Gospel, they will benefit from it. I am so glad that you got something from those crazy days of scripture reading at funny speeds and by creative methods.
I, too, love this book. I draw closer to my Father in Heaven when I read it, and I am strengthened over and over again by its true teachings. I love so many of them, too, but, for now, my favorite is Mosiah 4:11-12. When I am tempted to give in to sorrow, this reminds me that the most important thing is the gift of the atonement. If one has been allowed to partake of that through repentance and faith, then one should rejoice forever--and I do. In the end, that will be the ultimate important thing, and I am so deeply grateful for it. I rejoice in my Savior and his great love for all of us.
This was a perfect way to end a lovely Sunday. Thanks again. I love you. Mom
This is Dad. I just read with warm heart and tearful eye your beautiful and vibrant testimony of the Book of Mormon. Your faith and testimony are
a blessing to me as your father, and I don't think anyone has a more real story to tell about conviction than you. I'm so happy you have a partner who shares your faith and who honors his priesthood. We went to our own ward this afternoon to see if we could reconnect with some of our neighbors and friends. I was overwhelmed during the opening song with how mighty the power of brotherhood and sisterhood are in our own lives. Tears filled my eyes as I attempted to keep singing the hymn. Love, acceptance, a need to share testimony with people who know the truths of the restored gospel and the warm embrace of good trustworthy people combined to remind me of the joy found in worship and service. I then also saw a great friend and his wife, Craig and Kathy Omer. We've been friends since we served in Germany as missionaries. I told him he was a great man, which he is, and he told me in return that he loved me too. We both shed tears as our wives joined in to share these real and uncontestable feelings. Ultimately, it all comes back to the our Savior's love, as He is the author and finisher of our faith and gave us the Book of Mormon. Thanks for sharing and for being such a fine daughter, wife, and mother.
Care that was a wonderful way to start my day. Beautiful verses you shared, and testimony too. I can't remember who is was but recently one of the 12 apostles gave a talk and actually encouraged people to share their testimonies on their blogs. I am going to try to find a link for you.
So I am not the best scripture reader and always go in and out of phases when I am reading avidly. But this year we are studying the Book of Mormon in gospel doctrine and so I have been getting very excited about the BOM once again and teaching it each Sunday to our teenagers, many of whom have not read it by themselves ever. I love discussing and learning it all over again with them.
I had not seen the new church website but it does look great.
I think my favorite scripture from that book is 2 Nephi 25:26- And we talk of Christ, we rejoice in Christ, we preach of Christ, we prophesy of Christ, and we write according to our prophecies, that our children may know to what source they may look for a remission of their sins.
Such a lovely and personal entry...thank you for sharing it. I appreciate your testimony and am so grateful that we can share our love for our Savior and the gospel in our daily interactions. I think it bonds us even more.
I think I have learned more about the Book of Mormon this past year (about 15 months) since we have been reading it with our boys. I love the Family edition for all of the thought provoking questions and explanations that tie in to each page. By discussing the verses that we read each night (we only do between 5 and 10 so that we can spend time analyzing), it helps me better understand what I am reading. We are in Ether right now and I truly love the story of the Brother of Jared. His faith is inspirational. The fact that the Lord could not hide himself because of the great amount of faith that Jared showed is amazing. And yet, the Jaredites (including the Brother of Jared) had just come out of a time where they were slow to remember God. The brother of Jared repented and tried harder. And because he tried harder he had a very intimate experience with Christ. A beautiful story.
I am grateful to have been taught that scripture reading is important. I love the calm and peace that is brought into our home each night before family prayer as we study the Book of Mormon. As crazy or difficult or whatever the day might have been, it always ends with joy. I love the Book of Mormon and I love rediscovering it through the eyes of my children.
Carrie,
I very much appreciate your spiritual message. I realize that as your visiting teacher I should share with you a spiritual message but hey, not everything has to be done in exactly in order right?
I found your blog from Camille's blog and I am glad I did.
It's easy to allow the mundanes of life to take you away from what is important and what lies beneath that holds it all together. I don't give the Book of Mormon enough thought lately. It truly is the tie that binds our faith together, setting us apart from everything else. We are lucky to have it and believe its message and origin.
Alma 32:27 That's always been my tried and true favorite.
--Kristin
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